I'm being mistreated in life I'm struggling for something that's not my fault waiting for food refund that might or might not come harder for me to find another wife because everyone wants me to do what's app or something else but my phone number. My survival means nothing to some people urgency means wait until you can't stand it. This dam system is failing me. Plus this war is making it harder to live because everything is expensive I'm not wealthy I'm living in poverty because of my disabilities no I'm not going to have nothing and be happy about it.  My father figure is Jesus because my earthly father passed when I was young my mom was verbal abusive even though I accepted her apologies I'm always required to bring it up. I'm a griving widower still no  energy just think about it your suffering because of a mistake someone else made and your paying for it..its just not right at all please pray for me .